Paranoia

I have an upcoming appointment for what I think I have “paranoia”. I always think people are talking badly about me, I always think I smell bad, I just always assume bad things about myself. Well, I moved my cubicle at work for this reason and now I’m in a corner where nobody sits behind me, beside me or in front of me. I love it! But… I think people will talk bad about me moving to a new cubicle and I’m looking for ways to cope. Please no rude comments. My self esteem is low enough. Thank you guys!