What does this status mean to yall ?

We been talking for 5 months , I just wanna know what does this status mean ? He made this post 3 hours ago while we was together, I seen the status late .

and I been trying to figure out what does it mean , he all in my face everyday , saying he love me and everything. So I just got really confused, do he miss his bm ? What am I here for ??

Should I ask him about it ??

The status : “ I been in a relationship for 12 years and I let this street shit fuck up the best thing that ever came into my life I gotta let this shit go before it's to late I love my 2 youngest daughter mom she the definition of a real one 💙💙💙💙”