Pregnant with ons that I ghosted

I feel so embarrassed, how am I supposed to tell him I’m pregnant? He basically bombarded me with texts after we had our date so I ghosted him. I’m not the type to do one night stands, but he was really rude to me on our date so I thought I might as well get something positive out of it (I like sex).

I would like to note that I was told I have little to no chance of getting pregnant naturally by my gynecologist because I have POI so no protection was used. I previously tried to get pregnant with a partner for almost a year but it didn’t work (he broke up with me because of this actually, he was getting impatient) so the fact that I’m pregnant now really came as a shock.

Went on for an ultrasound today and the pregnancy is not viable so I have to have an abortion. Karma ig, so no need to tell the ons now.