I’ve had a FWB for almost 2 years. I’ve been on birth control the whole time. He used to finish in me but then after some time, his friend and his girlfriend unexpectedly got pregnant and they decided to have an abortion. This got my FWB thinking so he told me that he didn’t want to finish in me anymore and made me agree that I would have an abortion. I agreed because I really didn’t think I wanted another baby anytime soon and didn’t want it with someone I wasn’t even dating.

Sometimes he’ll still finish in me tho. A few weeks ago, I asked him if we could do it again. I explained that I thought we would be fine because we have done it so many times with no issues and my birth control. So he said fine, one time. But then after that he told me no more because “if I get pregnant he will lose his mind”

But now I’m pregnant. And terrified to even say a word to him. Because I feel like he’s going to want to basically kill me. One, for asking to finish in me, and two, because now that it’s actually happening, I feel guilty about having to get an abortion and am questioning it. I’m not saying I’m keeping the pregnancy, I’m just feeling emotional about an abortion. I feel like he’s going to think I’m trying to trap him and he’ll freak out on me and it’ll be really bad. That, and/or he’ll push that I agreed (a YEAR ago) and will call me a liar and go off on me. Idk what to do.