If you take the time to read this & give some advice or kind words I would really appreciate it.

My family growing up was poor, still are poor because they refuse to better themselves. I got pregnant at a young age which pushed me to finish school but since I was a single mom I had to work, which means not furthering my education, until recently. With no support system and a child, I had to work two jobs and attend school full time online. I was staying in a very toxic household so once I graduated I decided it was time to move out. After moving out I was fired from one of my jobs because I had to call off sick. My second job is only part time, so that cut my income down and now I’m short on bills. I have severe anxiety and depression and it has been crippling me. I don’t find the motivation to get out of bed besides going to work. The jobs around me that I can get do not pay enough, I can’t ask anyone for money because literally everyone in my family is struggling. I’m short on rent, I do not have much groceries, I haven’t bought my child any back to school supplies, & I feel like I’m already going to be short for next months bills. I feel like I’ve done so much work by going to school and working two jobs just to be back at square one and not even making enough to cover my bills. I have severe anxiety and depression and it’s been skyrocketing because I feel like I’m just stuck on this cycle of constantly trying to catch up and it’s like surviving and not really living I don’t want to live like that forever.