I just had a chemical pregnancy with donor egg. Everything was going so well until it wasn’t. I’ve had miscarriages, I was told I’m sterile and can’t produce eggs anymore and can’t have my own babies. I grieved my genes and decided to go through egg donation. The odds were so good and the doctors super optimistic. Only to fail again and feel like a waste of eggs. I’m devastated and I just can’t seem to bounce back. I feel like giving up yet my heart won’t let me. It’s just so hard… nobody understands and I feel so isolated. I may go back in October and try for another embryo transfer but boy, I don’t know if I can deal with another failure, another heartache, it just hurts so much.