Hey guys!

This month has been the worst. Starting the month with a negative pregnancy test, then my grandfather passing, my niece being killed, my great aunt passed a few days ago and my friend came over yesterday because she was late and needed a pregnancy test. She’s pregnant! I’m very happy for her but I’m a little bummed that it wasn’t me. I’m just ready to give up. My husband has been very supportive and the only reason I haven’t completely lost my mind. This storm cloud just needs to go away.