I knew the month of November would be tough. I feel like Mother Nature is kicking me in the teeth by giving me my period on what would have been my due date. We lost our first and only pregnancy in April, and I have been fighting like hell to bring my baby back to me ever since. We have been struggling to conceive since Feb 2022, and every failed cycle is getting harder and harder to deal with. We are (not so) patiently waiting for the results of my husband’s second semen analysis. This will be our third cycle with a progesterone supplement. I am tired of the hurt. I wish I didn’t have to fight so hard.