Can’t believe this

A few years ago I found out that I have herpes. I was so devastated. It went away and I moved on with my life. I’ve only had one flare up since then. I just never thought it would happen to me.

This year, I found out that I have HPV. I have the same worthless feeling that I felt when I got herpes.

I think I got them both from my current bf but he denies it. He doesn’t want to get tested. My bf is a recovering drug addict and he had a high risk lifestyle. It wouldn’t surprise me if he doesn’t even remember who all he slept with.

I’ve never done drugs so idk if you don’t always remember what you did. But he saw a very old pic with a girl (that looked like he dated her or just a “thing” with her) and he said he doesn’t remember that girl at all.

What do you guys think ???