My nerves are shot 😩 TW: mention of a late 1st trimester MC

Meghan • Pregnant with baby #4 & #5! Also proud surrogate mom to 2 baby boys! Mother of one boy named Everest Michael 💙

I have an ultrasound today, I’m 12 weeks. I’m pregnant with twins again but I lost baby B at 12 weeks with my last pregnancy. I’m so scared that one or both babies aren’t okay. It’s currently 3am and I’m borderline having a panic attack over it 😭 I’ll make sure to update after the ultrasound…