I took this test and it instantly showed up positive. I have 5 kids. Me and my husband take care of all them without any help from anyone but we have shitty family. They are so judgmental. Tbh I don’t even know how I got pregnant we only had sex twice and I thought we were safe. I’m spiraling. I know my family and his are gonna lose their shit and I know it truthfully don’t matter I just hate that this baby will come into a world like that. What doesn’t help is my husband was laid off Friday after being with a company for 3 years. I just need some words to make me get through this. I know I have choices but personally none of them are for me.