Old ttc (45) and I refuse to give up but

Eva

Hi I’m 45 in a couple months will be 46 and ttc with hubby I don’t have a lot of money to freeze eggs or do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> I was adopted and I deal with a lot of stress like my whole life all I want is to have a baby a child of my own I’m willing to adopt or foster but I truly want a part of me a legacy an unconditional love an extension of myself I struggle hard with this even more so now that my stepdaughter made me a noni before a mommy is depression 10 fold anyone else feel like me?