i’m recently going through a constant battle in my head over whether i want a baby or not, i’m a very stubborn person & i have always said that i don’t want any kids but i hate that this is starting to change. i am only 21 and none of this is an issue for me yet but my anxiety girlies will understand the daily dread feeling u get when something plays on your mind 😅

my main worry is that i will be viewed with an ‘i told you so’ look from everyone as usually i am very stubborn and when i say/want something i will stick to it, and my sister recently announced a pregnancy and our father has treated us very differently so im terrified it is just jealousy