Is this positive?

Bree • At home mommy of a lil hoomin and 3 fur babies. 👨‍👩‍👧🤱🏻🐈🐈🐈

I had a horrible miscarriage back in March and we have been trying for a second baby all year. Felt funny recently and took a test on Thursday in the middle of the day. I can’t tell if this is the faintest positive ever or if I’m paranoid. I am honestly too scared to take another test because of how much everything happening thus far has hit me mentally.