Spoke to my best friend last night and she told me that she is expecting. I couldn’t be more happy for her because I know their road to pregnancy hasn’t been the easiest. She knows that my husband and I have been struggling with infertility for 2 years now and is the most supportive and understanding person in the world. It’s just so hard to celebrate her while my heart breaks for myself. Only about an hour before she FaceTimed me, I got my period which marked another unsuccessful month. It was also our last month of trying on our own before we start <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> this month. No one prepares you for how to guard your own heart while also celebrating the ones you love. I’m so beyond excited for her, but why can’t it be my turn?