Discouraged

Really having a hard time. Was only diagnosed with PCOS and Amenorrhea earlier this year, however I believe I have had this my entire life because as a teenager I never had normal periods. I was then started on birth control at 17 and stopped in march since I was getting married. I was never tested as a teenager with the issues. Now with my husband and I trying, it’s been really difficult to keep my head up. I’m almost thirty and it’s really wringing in me mentally and I know that will not help my chances.