So when I was 14 I came out as bisexual to my family, long story short they physically threw me out the house. Only let me back in when I had a boyfriend. I still like females sexually and emotionally but I have never been with a girl before and it makes me question since I missed out my “experimental years” that I shouldn’t pursue a romantic relationship with a female. I have just joined a bisexual / lesbian dating site and im loving and hating it. Everyone is so sure what they’re into and I feel like a fraud since I’ve never had an intimate moment before with another girl.

Heavy trauma since me being disowned by my family so I don’t know if that’s what’s stopping me emotionally.