Finding out gender early?

I can find the gender out at 15 weeks-next week!

I really want to know it’s playing on my mind and we have two boys already.

The problem is my husband is point blank refusing to until 20 weeks.

I’m feeling a lot of pressure and anxiety and just want to know the gender so I can start to visualise our little family and feel more in control, and I feel like it will just feel like a weight is lifted once I know.

I’ll be happy with either gender we waited 8 months for the baby and maybe I could wait 6 weeks to find out, but I think about it all the time! And it’s really bothering me! I don’t think men realise how much some things impact the women when we are carrying the baby….

What should I do?!