This is my second pregnancy due with a baby boy 2/9. My husband and I are so excited as this is his first. I have a 5 year old daughter from a previous marriage. Her father and I got divorced when she was 1. We are now back in court after he put hands on our daughter and it’s tearing me apart. ACS involvement. My daughter is in therapy. She’s angry and wants an apology. Her father is denying everything - essentially gaslighting her and my daughter is a smart cookie she won’t stand for this and wants an apology. He currently sees her for supervised visits. I feel like the justice system does not take emotional health into consideration. This has been keeping me up at night. I want to enjoy this pregnancy and be in my little bubble of joy but this is definitely weighing me down and I feel terrible. Some days are good others I’m crying and thinking of every possible scenario. I don’t do well in situations out of my control. I’m trying to have faith but living in the gray isn’t my thing. I’m struggling