Feels

Anyone else that has had a miscarriage that’s has found out the due date just feel sad or cry when said due date comes. When I had my miscarriage my husband, mom and I found out I was 7week and 2 days and that I was going to have the baby (or him I strongly feel it was going to be a boy) I felt like shit and wanted to cry like I stilll do so I have been throwing my self into work and staying “strong” for my girl but it hurts to know that I should have a 8 day old if I would have carried to the due date and had the baby on the due date. Anyone or is it just me?