Miscarriage passed at home❤️‍🩹First pregnancy😭

This was my first pregnancy. I thought I was 9 weeks based on LMP but when we had our first ultrasound the OB measured me at 6 weeks 1 day and a little early for a heartbeat. We had an appt set for 2 weeks to follow up on what I was hoping to be growth. But Thursday evening what was light cramps and brown spotting turned into significant bleeding and painful cramps. Ofc I hoped for the best, possible SCH but I also knew the other outcome. Friday morning we went to the ER. Tests were ran and ultrasound showed baby was still at 6 weeks no growth or heartbeat❤️‍🩹. This was an incomplete miscarriage and sent me home. I cried all day. My poor fiancé didn’t feel his emotions until this morning (Saturday) because he was too busy trying to be strong for me yesterday. Tonight after more cramps and bleeding I felt something coming out of me. After a trip to the bathroom I saw this in the toilet💔I passed baby at home. I still have an appt with the OB to make sure it’s all clear. But this is top 2 hardest experiences of my life. I’m sharing this because maybe there is someone who is going through the same thing or maybe has questions like I did. As a first pregnancy not knowing what to expect and not being able to see the doctors as much as I’d hoped I feel like we went through MUCH of this on our own. The OB did no initial labs my first visit so the ER had not bHCG to compare to… I made the decision to be hospitalized when the OB didn’t get back to me at all…..I passed this on my own at home….. tried to contact on call doctor because idk wtf to do with this now that it’s passed. I feel like a mess😭😭 if anyone has had a similar experience to me or just wants to vent too. I would love to hear your stories. I feel so alienated. But I will say I am still thankful for my body. I am thankful for my wonderful fiancé. I am thankful for this community. We can’t wait to get back to trying🌈❤️🤞🏽