My boyfriend is mad after selling his illegal gun

So back in the day my boyfriend pulled a gun to my head & I ended up forgiving him.. yes it was more than once & I still stayed with him.. call me names , stupid, ect w.e..

4 years later me still with him he bought another one .. mind you it was with the money he got from filing my son that he didn’t get him even a pack of pampers with.

I never have let him file my son & we been together 5 yrs and have 2 boys currently. Recently we moved & he brought the gun with him knowings it’s illegal & without my unawareness but everytime we get into a fight he’s been threatening me with it.

The last time was when he told me he was gna shoot me in my face so I hid it from him for about two weeks && I finally decided to sell it and did..

ever since he knows it’s gone he hasn’t been touching me & keeps speaking on his gun but for u to threaten me I could care less.

I just don’t feel like it’s love. He keeps saying he wouldnt have hurt me but it shows u only care about your gun and not my kids safety or the consequences of the continued actions

. Every argument we get into leads back to me getting rid of his gun.

 I just think that I want to leave him,  the only thing he seems to care about is one thing

Then he asks me am I going to buy him another gun for Christmas and he feels violated, but not speaking on all the times he pulled a gun to my head lol

he eats , I cook for him. We smoke drink whatever and I’ve been providing it because he doesn’t have a job yet and he’s been working on it but it still just leads back to his gun… he doesn’t want to touch me or anything because of his gun, but he will eat and smoke and everything else until it gets to that point but it’s OK for me to let go of the fact of how many times you pulled a gun out on me .. i feel like I’m being used, but I know this man doesn’t give a shit about me & just keeps going off to say he can’t live without his gun

Idk anymore

Sn: all he keeps talking about is getting another one in a few months and how he will have to leave me eventually to get back on his feet and get another gun, but I can’t be with him anymore ever in my life for that matter and at this point it’s just over

I honestly think if I didn’t sell it two weeks ago, I would have been dead