So hesitant !

Hi ladies, I’m glad this group is here! I’m 43yo and newly single. My ex and I had 3 failed ivf cycles and I was told my next option was donor egg. I was gifted donor eggs by a friend that didn’t use them after purchasing them saving me 20k! However, my boyfriend at the time was against using donor eggs wanted it to be “ours”. I now have to decide if I can go through having a child that I have no dna connection to. I know I’d love it no matter what it’s just wrapping my head around this wasn’t the route I thought I would have to go.