I’m going certifiably insane.

My last period was October 10th since then I have had on and off cramps. Nausea and vomiting after meals, craving. My nipples are so flipping sore and enlarged and I’m lactating. 😭😭😭😭😭 I’ve also had migraines every couple of days. I’ve taken tons of tests and thought I got a positive around the beginning of November but all negatives after. I have a blood test scheduled for Saturday and a couple other hormonal tests. My Ob appointment is in January because I have no more PTO and I can’t afford another point at work.