What would you do?

Would you rather

I have been with my mom who’s older for years, I love her dearly but she is verbally abusive and beats me down every chance she gets. I have no life, no friends and recently no job thanks to her. My older siblings guilt me to staying here saying I need to consider her age and health and not be selfish, stop complaining. I’ve only shortly been with one man my entire life, my abusive ex/child’s father, he isn’t allowed around us. All of my dreams/goals have always had to be put on hold since 12, life is passing me by, I want a life too, I want friends, and to date. See more with my child. She controls my life to where i’m threatened & locked out if I even leave the house