Maybe I’m doing to much

My daughter performed in a Christmas play this morning. I literally spent all week preparing for it. I spent days and night helping her practice her lines and songs. I helped her with her dances. I got up early and made her and my two other toddlers a big holiday breakfast. I stayed up at night buying, washing, and ironing her Christmas play outfit. I spent an hour on her hair. I also had to get her two younger siblings ready for school and daycare. While I did all this, my husband kept making me change the kind of socks the kids had on and criticizing the choice of outfits and hairstyles I had chosen. He’s yelling at me that I’m not moving fast enough. Not to mention I’m 7 months pregnant. I wanted to scream.

Then when we finally made it to the play. I finally got to see my baby perform. For all of 1 minute, I was able to see how absolutely beautiful my daughter was as she song her little heart out. She was the loudest one in the group. I was so proud of her. But after that one minute passed everything else was ruined. My husband for some reason stepped right in front of me right when I was about to record to keep as memories and he started recording instead. Then he refused to move even after I tapped him multiple times. He just stood in front of me recording everything while I missed it all. My daughter was only able to see her father at the play, she didn’t notice me in time because she couldn’t see me. So, from her point of view it only looked like daddy showed up for her big day. I’m really short and my husband is extremely tall, so it’s not hard to block my view. Plus, the crowd was really thick. I wanted to literally burst into tears and cry but I held myself together. Once I was able to overcome my emotions, I looked up and noticed my husband didn’t even wait for me. He just left me standing there and had walked himself all the way back to the car. I was so pissed. When I got in the car, he asked me why I was upset, so I explained that I had missed everything because of him and the crowd. I asked if he would share the video he had recorded of our daughter’s play and he flat out told me no. And he was serious. He did not send me a single video.

I literally just started balling my eyes out. He told me I was being an immature baby and I told him that I worked so hard, I just wanted to see my baby perform. I deserve to. He said I was being selfish and that I needed to pull myself together. Am i doing too much?