Low day

I'm 8dpo.if.the app is right, i have tested and negative i have really specific symptoms each month so i know im not pregnant and i feel sad about it. I tried to be relaxed this month, but im gutted. Along with having such a hard day at work. And just life in general. Im heartbroken if im honest. I cant really talk to my partner about it, hes too laid back to get it and im too old to be laid back about it. 36 I've read soo much i feel like it might never happen. Just needed a place to vent x