Ending the relationship

I just ended things with a guy I was seeing and I feel like maybe it's hitting me harder than it should be. He was very love bombing at the beginning and we spent time together and talked about the deepest parts of us. He has a history of cheating on his partners, got two women pregnant, was married before and I was understanding of his past. He really wanted to get me pregnant and made it seem like our future was going to be really good together. Fast forward to us being intimate even though I was hesitant and telling him I didnt want it to be too soon, he once again made it seem like he still wanted me and more than just sex. He made the effort for about a week after and then all of a sudden I wasnt going to be able to see him for a month because of his schedule and he kept emphasizing how new our relationship was even though he kept pushing exclusivity and commitment since the beginning. I know I shouldn't be hurt, but I was vulnerable with him and was starting to trust him. He made it clear he wanted us and even wanted us more than i did at the beginning, his dad even told him i might be too much woman for him. just ranting at this point but, I feel like a rug was pulled from under me. I messaged him a very kind message telling him I was ok with letting things go because he no longer wanted to make time with me and wasnt working on communication with me even though he said he is actively working on being better at that and knows im worth it so he doesn't want to mess it up.

He didn't respond to my message but I took him off my social media and just deleted his contact.

I really liked him and it just feels like the music stopped and im in a quiet gray place. I would just appreciate any advice or insight 😔