Me and husband signed divorce papers Friday

He moved out today. My now ex husband was a good man. A great man. I just wasn't what he wanted. Our entire marriage he was suicidal and depressed. He would self harm and attempt to take his life. It wasn't until his sister told me from 13 to 17 he was sent to gay conversion therapy. He would say he liked boys when he was 6. Every year of camp he got more and more depressed He always knew. And when I confronted him about it he said that it didn't matter because it cured him. What my husband took as being "cured" is when he was broking down to the point he felt nothing anymore. Gay conversion therapy doesn't work. All it does is manipulate people into thinking they're okay with being miserable and that's what happened to my husband. He talks about what happened in conversion camp and when you're 13 to 17 being manipulated for years I don't for a second think his intent was to use me. He chose me to be his wife because he liked me as a person and he mistook that for what heterosexual love is. We didn't divorce for a while after finding this out because of different reasons. There was financial stuff we needed to get in order and now we are both in a good place and decided it was time to completely close that chapter in our life. He got an apartment. I'm renting a house that I will move into in a few weeks. We've sold this house and are splitting the profit. His parents are blocked but his mom tried to reach out to both of us from a different number to not destroy our family and blah blah blah and I flat out said this whole situation is her and his dad's fault. Their son's depression. How our marriage ended. Not of this had to happen if they loved their son more their beliefs. As sad as it is. He has parents that would rather he kill himself than be gay. But after REAL therapy he is finally happy. We hugged goodbye today. He told me thank you for everything and I said we will always be family. We will see each other in a few days because he's coming to my family for Christmas but completely ending that chapter was difficult. I am online dating and hopefully whoever I find will be okay with my ex husband still being apart of my life because even if we aren't married anymore he's always going to be my best friend.