5 months ago i suffered a miscarriage. Hubby and i decided quickly to continue on and keep trying. We do have beutiful living children but were werent done. Our family's dont support our desire to grow our family but its our choice not theres right? Since the miscarriage my cycles are so out of wack and so heavy its not funny. I dont wanna waste time going to the doctors to do a blood test and tell me its fine it will happen when.it happens this isnt helping. I feel like each time i get my pirod it just a slap.in the face about how i lost our baby. Lots of family and friends have announced their pregnancys today as it Christmas day.i feel so angry at myself that im jealous i think if i didnt lose my sweet baby she would be here in under 3 months. I thought i grefed our little one but today just dragged it all up and i feel like ive bought everyones Christmas down