I’ve been trying for 8 years to deal with this to the point where I even convinced myself that it was all my fault but I’m so tired of everything 😪😪 life is just so unfair what have I done to deserve this. I’ve loved him more than myself even after everything he’s put me through the emotional rollercoaster, names calling, disrespects, depression, high blood pressure etc and as if he couldn’t do anything worse he prove me wrong today and now I can’t help but to wonder is it really my fault do I truly deserve everything he’s doing to me. 😪😪😪 I just want it all to end I can’t continue to live like this it’s too much and too painful I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO HELP ME PLEASE!