Early positive test???

Long story short—

I had a miscarriage in November. This is my first go round with trying again. My period isn’t due until the 12th/13th. I tested (I know it’s early) yesterday morning and this morning— they both showed these faint lines within 5 minutes. I bought pink dye tests and took one later today around 6pm while yes I know tests aren’t the best to take later in the day, especially if it’s early pregnancy— and it was negative. Maybe I’m being too hopeful? I’m not sure.. I think all I really need is opinions, advice, some kind words or support??? Maybe even someone to tell me if I’m crazy or not? If I’m just having line eyes?? I don’t know🥲😫 I know the best thing to do is just wait til my missed period to test again but ugh seeing lines after a miscarriage has my emotions all over the place.