Broken bonds- friendship fallen apart

Hello guys this is about my bestfriend,

Saff and I used to be really close we had the kind of friendship where I truly felt like she was my sister. She was there for me at one point in my life when I really needed her, and I valued our friendship deeply. But over time, things started to change. It became clear that she was pulling away, and I had no idea why.

It really hit me when I was going through a difficult situation and needed her support, but she barely made an effort to be there for me. I saw her making time for other people, but when it came to me, it felt like I was no longer a priority. I tried to talk to her about it, asking if I had done something wrong, but she always brushed it off and never gave me a real answer.

Then, when she got into a new relationship, the distance between us grew even more. She stopped inviting me places, started lying to me, and even blocked me from seeing certain things on social media. It hurt to realize that I was no longer included in her life the way I used to be.

I reached a point where I couldn’t keep pretending everything was okay. I sent her a huge message being completely honest about how she had made me feel, and how hurt I was over everything but she never responded. After months of hurt and confusion, I lost my patience and sent another message out of frustration. Saying “ thank you for a reply, fuck you then you’re nothing but a liar anyway” That’s when she blocked me on everything, cutting me off completely.

I deeply regret that last message because I didn’t want things to end that way it actually brings tears to my eyes, but at the same time, I don’t regret standing up for myself. I just wish she had been honest with me instead of shutting me out. I still miss her so much and I really wish I had the chance to talk to her to apologise. I’ve tried to reach out but she has blocked me on absolutely everything it upsets me so much. I wish I could reach out 😔