I want another, but Husband does not.

I feel absolutely gutted. I always thought three kids would be enough, but deep down, I don’t feel like our family is complete. I long for a fourth—not because I’m hoping for a girl, but because something in me just isn’t ready to close this chapter.

The hardest part is that my husband doesn’t feel the same, and it’s breaking me. I don’t want to carry resentment toward him, and I would never want to bring a child into the world without us both being on board. But I’m struggling to navigate this, especially since I’m in my mid-thirties—I don’t want to wait too long and end up feeling like I missed my chance.

I’m heartbroken and don’t know how to move forward.