Long story short

This pregnancy has been so hard since the moment I found out till now that I’m six weeks I have had recurring UTIs kidney problems. I have been in so much pain to the point that I’ve landed in the hospital twice already including the stay where I’m feeling gaslighted and like I’m not Smart enough to advocate for myself I have been having this constant pain on my back and on my side and they have first told me that I had a severe UTI have been treated with all kinds of anabiotic‘s then they told me that I had a kidney stones Couldn’t be treated because I’m pregnant and the medication for that is not safe for first trimester and then after that have been told that there’s nothing there that everything all imaging looks negative and that I may be pulled a muscle while throwing up. I am just so confused and in so much pain I’m currently admitted to the hospital and I feel like I just don’t know her advocate for myself or what to say anymore regarding the pain, they did tell me that urology is gonna come see me and a couple other doctors but the OB that came to see me from the OB/GYN team made me feel so stupid And she’s like I always have an answer to everything but I don’t have an answer to this and I just think you pulled a muscle so I’m like all of this pain is being caused by a pulled muscle and you guys are telling me this now after a month of upcoming in and out from the hospital it’s just so frustrating I know that doctors are human and they don’t have all the answers, but they did tell me that they did see a little bit of swelling in my kidney nothing to be alarmed for I’m on day four of not being able to eat anything my throat feels raw from throwing up. I just want some peace. I just want a full day of rest at this point.