It’s hard to be happy when having terrible symptoms

Is it just me but when I first found out I was pregnant I couldn’t believe it and I was overjoyed. However, now that I’m deeper in my first trimester and experiencing full blown symptoms every single day and not able to eat normally and can’t sleep, it’s hard to feel happy about it. Like that happiness went away and I just want these symptoms to just GO away. I feel so bad for feeling this way but these symptoms just feel so terrible. (Nausea, food aversions, bloating, headaches, insomnia, heartburn, etc)