Just need some positive energy

(Not sure if this is the right group)

This is my first time back on the app and also first time ttc since my ectopic pregnancy in 2022. My bf and I have finally agreed to start trying again and I already feel discouraged. What I thought was implantation bleeding, may now be my period starting. I’m trying to stay positive since it hasn’t turned into a full blown period and it’s not bright red. But I took a test tonight with is 4 days before my period is supposed to start and I see nothing. I just need some words of encouragement and positive energy rn.