I wish I was pregnant

Hello! I just need to vent and hear if anyone is going through the same thing. We had a little one 2 years ago and he's the happiest child ever. I love being a mom and for the past months I've had really bad baby fever, I just dream of being pregnant and wish it would happen so badly, it's kind of everything I can think of, even if I have so much work right now, at the same time inflation has affected our finances and my partner has been going through some depression even if he hasn't fully acknowledged it. We live abroad and I think he feels lost at the moment. I know that it's definitely not the time for another baby, especially with my partner's situation and our finances, but I don't know how to make this baby fever go away. It's crazy, I just feel such a need, It's like my mind is divided by the facts and what I truly want. It's so hard. I just need to hear from other moms and how you have coped with accepting it's not the right moment. Thanks 😊