I kinda broke up with him but I feel like a mess

We’ve only been dating about to be a month. A few weeks ago instagram started putting on my feed the thirst traps and only fans models posts that he was liking and I lost like 10lb in 2 weeks it was bad I was so anxious and not eating. I’ve been cheated on before so this was really triggering but I tried rly hard not to lash out at him bc I’m tryna grow and be calmer and I like this man a lot he is super sweet to me and all this other stuff but idk I just haven’t felt like prioritized like that yk.

Time skip to now and he’s still telling me he loves me and liking inappropriate stuff on insta on the same day. I feel so heartbroken because I feel played like, I don’t expect the world I just want basic respect. I did an oopsie I texted him this at 3am I’m just gonna try to gts guys 😭 I feel so terrible and heartbroken Idrk what to think. I’m scared I feel so sick…