How do y’all deal with gender disappointment and sad because it’s your last baby?

I know as soon as I see his face I won’t have these feelings anymore and it’ll be worth it but I honestly wanted my daughter to have a sister 😭

I already have two boys and then one girl and now pregnant with another boy. I know I should be grateful.

And on top of it, I’m sad this is the last one. My last pregnancy, I’ll never feel a baby kicking me again, I’ll never go through labor and be excited about bringing the baby home…. I don’t know. I’m in me feels.😭

Her name was going to be ‘Elouise’ and on top of that, now my brother said he was going to use that name. I think I’ll just name my angel baby that so I’m not sad about not being able to use the name