Did you ever feel as if people weren’t as excited for your second the way they were the first?

This is my third pregnancy but second viable pregnancy, I lost my baby before my now rainbow baby. I’m almost 30 weeks now. I just naturally assumed people would be just as excited with this baby like they were with my daughter but honestly, no. People rarely text me anymore to ask how I am, don’t ask pregnancy questions, I feel quite alone a lot of the time.

My mom even just gives off the vibes she’s not as ecstatic for this baby as she was for my daughter. With my daughter she wanted to be there for the labor and birth, she was. With this baby she kept talking about how excited she was to be in the room and now she switched up on me and said she’s going on vacation instead and it’s the week of my due date. So she will miss the birth of my son, now all I hear about is how excited she is for the vacation.

Nobody has purchased anything off of the registry or RSVP’d for my shower and my shower is in 27 days. I’m just all around feeling blah.