How do you deal with a verbally abusive partner?

Issy

Recently my partner and I have been under a great deal of stress. We are both having money issues and I have been incredibly emotional with worry. Feeling insecure is an awful feeling. Before i was pregnant I never even cried. Now the smallest things set me off.

I try my best in our relationship. I cook, clean and I pay all the rent, bills and for food. My partner is Ukrainian and I know things are hard for him right now. We both do not have a job right now and this puts a massive stress on our relationship.

A few weeks ago we moved house. My partner hates it and blames me for the move. It started off with some shouting. But now he shouts at me for everything. I cry and he shouts at me more and this makes me cry even more. He tells me he can't stand being with a pregnant woman. Calls me a bitch and shouts at me to shut up. I can't touch him, look at him or speak to him.

I have tried simply talking with him to solve any problems. But he can't have a conversation with me. It instantly turns to shouting and swearing at me. His voice is so loud. He tells me that I'm going to be alone forever and he will see the child once a month to go to the park. He tells me I am a crazy pregnant woman.

His words slice through and my heart is aching. It was his wish to get pregnant. I had originally never wanted to. Now I feel he just hates me. It feels like there is no love in our relationship anymore. He just wants to get away from me. Sex lasts 2 minutes when before it was so pleasurable. I feel so depressed, so stressed and so heart broken. I feel so unwanted and so unattractive. How to you deal with these feelings? How do I rekindle our very broken and verbally abusive relationship? How do I stop crying? How do I stop wanting love and attention?

I have no friends and no family. I have my dog, but I am so alone in this world. I am in Cambodia with no access to mental health. My partner bought me here. He told me he would support me. But I feel I have none. He doesn't understand pregnancy or how I feel. He doesn't care and won't listen.

All I want is a simple hug, for him to look at me like he used to, to feel my pregnant belly and kiss it like he used to . I just want love and affection :( I want him to grab me like before and I want him to smile like he always did. How do we fix our relationship