Boyfriend needs c*caine to have fun being with me….

Boyfriend of 10 years. We have done drugs together but we mainly smoke weed…. I broke up with him about a year ago for other reasons. Just needing space. We got back together but are not living together. He lives 2 hours away in nyc.

We see each other every 2 weeks… he will drive to see Me. But what’s really annoying me is that every time he comes…. He wants me to get coke from my cousin. (He pays for it but still) We’ve done coke literally every time we’ve seen each other these past few months. Literally. And it’s not fun to me. I work all week have 2 days off and don’t want to spend them tired and feeling like shit because I did coke until 6:00AM. I’m 31 my boyfriend is 35. It’s really not fun. The only reason he likes doing it is because we have sex for like 5+ hours straight. He likes it. I’m over it. And basically he’s making it seem like it’s not fun to be with me unless there’s drugs on the table. He even said he doesn’t “want to drive here and just sit in the house “ it’s boring. It’s not fun just sitting in the house smoking weed, playing video games or going out to eat or watching a movie. And it’s reallly starting to turn me off. If I need drugs to keep my man entertained after 10 years together then I don’t need to be with him. It’s seriously turning me off. I wouldn’t mind doing it every now and then. But SERIOUSLY EVERY TIME he drives up he tells me to go see my cousin. Who sells that. And today I’m telling him I’m not. If it’s that boring being with me sitting in the house then he doesn’t need to be with me. It’s giving “custy” (customer)drug addict. And he’s not an addict. He just has fun doing coke and having sex with me. It’s just I’m seriously over it. Not fun after that’s the only thing we’ve been doing few months. NOT CUTE OR FUN it’s turning me off completely! I’m going to tell him today if that’s where we’re at after 10 years I’m not happy with that and he can go find someone else. It’s not attractive at all. I want more then just nonstop coke partys with my man at 31 years of age. It was cool in my teens and 20s. Where I’m at now I work too hard to settle for that from my boyfriend. It’s PATHETIC. And he’s really making me disgusted and embarrassed. Other girls I know boyfriends don’t do that. They can see their girlfriend and enjoy a night in the house just eating dinner and chilling out….. don’t need hardcore drugs to enjoy himself with her. Advice pls? What would you do in my situation?