Lol I know the title makes me sound young, but I’m not. I’m 28, cisgen, bi woman and had my first break up with a lesbian woman.

Backstory: I just came out to my mom & sis at least in October. (Friends & lgbTq cousin already knew for quite awhile) Anyways, I really don’t think my mom took it seriously or even respects Bi as part of my identity, no matter how big or small the slice. I don’t really have anyone to navigate this space with then boom, I meet this amazing woman who is so sweet and supportive and giving and kind and within 30 days we are enamored with one another…in 34, we’re official lol BIG PROBLEM…We jump into this relationship and as time goes on she realizes I’m a bit rough around the edges and I realize she might not be rough enough lmao we were both open about what we were beginning to notice and agreed to just take it slower, but we agreed it was a mistake to move so damn fast because it’s hard to back track on intimacy and I love you’s (not IN love, but still love)

FAST FORWARD to me having to go out of state for an undefined amount of time for a stressful period of time to help my mom who doesn’t know anything about my gf and I can’t introduce for fear of something ignorant being said…The day I have to leave an argument ensues and some words are said (nothing too wild or hateful) and we break up. More like me breaking it off because I felt like something said was her way of breaking it off anyway…now she’s reached out and she’s being cool and so am I but tbh I miss her. Idk how to be friends when that fire was originally stoked for something else….she seems to be ok, but I’m straight up not.

No one told me the woman to woman experience was this intense and I’m sure I’ll be sick over this longer than the 62 days it all happened in 😭 idk just venting. Please be kind with any feedback or opinions lol I know I fckd up