Relationship

I have been with my boyfriend for a year and 3 months, i have repeated to him that only fans is cheating and i dint get why he watches porn hub when im always available to be what i call his “ personal pornstar” because i dont mind it and it makes me feel better but i caught him recently paying for only fans and confronted him and we talked snd i decided to give it another shot, but ladys do you think men should use those website or am i crazy for ever thinking that i can have a forever someone and they not use those yk ?