Depression?

So it’s been some time now that I’m feeling that I’m going through the first stages of depression.. I haven’t found the reason why yet but I’m feeling very tired, cry every day,don’t want to hang out with friends or eat as I used to or lost my confidence feeling ugly and many more.. and I’m also taking dostinex pills.

At first I was fighting a lot with my boyfriend every day for the same reason not getting the attention needed or he didn’t bother anymore to ask me how i am and because of small things that matter to me every day we’re having arguments.

Every time it’s my fault he said and every time I’m more dramatic he sais… today I told him again how I’m feeling about myself and feelings and he sais that i have to help myself first so he can help me but I cannot help myself without someone next to me that understands me so I decided to visit a psychologist and hopefully I can be who I was..