Not sure

I'm the youngest in my family and for a long time I feel invisible and only there when they want to feel loved they come to me and when I try to talk it's me bothering them and they doubt things I say because I'm younger I'm treated like a child and most people don't respect children they talk down to them explain things to them like they are stupid. It's like hearing all these people complaining and when you offer them advice they don't want to listen because you are young.

So I'm pretty much just want people to want to spend time with me I'm tired of being mom look at me or siblings hey can I tag along or those labels the youngest siblings and you have to fit in to be allowed to do anything I promise I'll be quiet I won't bother you or it's this begging pleading to spend time with someone.

My mom left to Europe and she didn't call I called her like hey I'm alive are you? She got home and I wanted to ask her about the trip and she just locked herself in her bedroom I didn't knock or bother or call but I'm just like when is she going to miss me when is she going to reach out when are people going to care

I'm tired of feeling like a burden what can I do