miscarriage

I always hoped I would never have to go through this pain but sadly that’s not the case. Last friday I found out I was pregnant with my first baby and we were so nervous but so excited. I found out thursday I am having a miscarriage and it is utterly the worst pain I have ever experienced physically and emotionally. I have a great support team but I just can’t shake the feeling of being so empty handed. I still have the urge to get everything ready and I have to keep reminding myself there is no need. Our time will come but I will always think about this little baby of mine😞❤️