16 month age gapšŸ˜ advice šŸ†˜

Iā€™m truly terrified. I never thought itā€™d happen to me. A one time OOPS and I end up pregnant. I suffered through 5 years of infertility battles and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> failures to achieved my daughter. She still nurses and doesnā€™t sleep well AT ALL. Iā€™m already so exhausted. I donā€™t have a connection with the pregnancy yet and feel sad about it. No one in the family will be supportive so I havenā€™t told anyone. I have no friends or anything. My relationship with my husband has been pretty bad for a year now. Somehow I let him convince me into having sex, when we havenā€™t slept together in a year. Iā€™m scared of my house not being big enough, my vehicle isnā€™t big enough for 3 kids. My first is struggling with jealousy tantrums already. I was suffering with depression post partum and I finally was starting to feel like myself and I ended up pregnant again. I just need some words of encouragement or advice. I canā€™t picture being able to bond with the new baby and being able to fully keep an eye on my toddler. How do you manage. Two kids seemed like a good number and three has me shook. I guess God had other plans but I feel so confused and wore out already.