Feeling guilty

Trenae 👸🏾 • 27 | Mother of 3 💙💗💗

I'm now 6 weeks pregnant and I'm still not excited about it (yes, I was taking birth control) My son will be turning 10 months in a few days and I feel like I have robbed him of being the only child for a while. I wanted to wait until my first was at least 3 before trying again. I feel guilty of making him share me this soon. I feel guilty of not being happy or excited about the new baby. My emotions are just all over the place and I really needed to vent 😭